Myron 91 Motocross

my last and final blog

2011-06-28T06:56:00.000-07:00

2nd day of school and already im so dead tired!! omg!!!

so yeah as the title suggest, this is my last post in this blog. i guess i given up on this blog so yeah.

so guys, if you do come upon this blog, check out the old post and yeah.

i may come back again but not so soon~

do check out my youtube channel Myronlee19.

well, im just gonna disappear from the online world and maybe even from everyone for a long time. time to download suicideme programme haha~ so yeah.

i guess this is goodbye. =)

i must confess

2011-06-26T07:08:00.000-07:00

Another fulfilling day for me today.

haha my dad being such a asshole pulling my leg hair while i was dreaming of the podium. woke me up, had oatmeal with Dymatize mass.

got to tell you guys, felt really sleepy and weak in the morning but right after that cold shower, i felt like a MONSTER~! hahaha that song by Skillet is stuck in my head. haha dont know whats got into me, start banging my head and jammed my guitar to that tune!!

well ya, last day of holidays and you guys know what that means, ITS RACING TIME! man the weather was HAWT but the moment i got onto the track, dark clouds and cold wind, PERFECT~~ thank you Jesus. haha after an hour of hard riding, felt like dieing and thought "im frked" and the moment i though of that, it started to drizzle. quickly i got on to the bike my dad handed me a bottle of water, put on my helmet and goggles and BRAPPPP i went. i have to say, it was the FASTEST I EVER WENT!! then it started to rain and BOOM its like raining Adrenaline man! i went so fast that my dad was cheering me on although it was just training. first time i went that fast for a good 30min~45min. my dad told me " NOW THATS HOW A MOTOCROSSER RIDES!! FRKING PROUD OF YOU SON!!"

the sun was up again and shit was so mentally drained that i just fell off the bike face flat on the ground and couldnt move for a good 10mins but omg... i felt like i was given God-given powers for that 1 hour.

my dad knew my mood was low ever since holidays started and he tired to cheer me up. brought me to ehub for lunch and movie together with my mom. GREEN LANTERN ROCKS!

but somehow, that didnt work at all. although i had the best ride in my life and i mean THE BEST RIDE OF MY MOTHER FC*ING LIFE!! still felt like i hit rock-bottom and there is no way to get back up. being accused of stuff that was of a totally different event. never clarify things with me and because of that, i lost a friend. a friend that i really cared and even have feelings for.

guys tell me, if you care for someone would you go behind that same person's back? stupid question isnt it?

there is a saying "your tested on your weakest moment" but you know, this is something that has affected me mentally. but a promise is a promise. today is my last day riding a dirtbike.

if your reading this post, thanks for everything. i just wished that the least you could do is check it out with me and let me explain. i never lied to you before and just because of your assumptions, you used it as an excuse to get rid of me. yeah i know, im a person that you down on. thanks for playing me out.

2011-06-25T08:55:00.000-07:00

sup all~

first off, i would like to thank ash for those kind words in your e-mail. if i can i would post a video on it but it may take sometime.

looking for a good video program for editing and stuff. im using a windows and the video editing kinda sucks haha!!

well alright, shall end it short here. i have a song for you guys. listen to the beat and the lyrics. the words in the song each has a meaning. i shall post the lyrics for those who hate music haha read it and you'll understand how i feel.

The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it

It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/s/skillet-lyrics/monster-lyrics.html )
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I've gotta lose control, he something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

Monster - Skillet

mia

2011-06-25T06:29:00.000-07:00

hey you guys~

man its been a crazy couple of days! cousin slept over yesterday, some mental brain issues etc etc~

so yeah, deactivated my facebook account so if you guys want to contact me for some reason which i doubt that will happen, just drop me a sms.

i guess the question on why i did that is on your minds and my answer is because im sick of it. all i hear everyday is complaints and complaints. no body is happy anymore and besides i need some space and i need to reflect on myself.

so yeah, do check out my youtube channel Myronlee19 for battlefield bad company 2 vlog updates, i may do vlogging soon but its gonna be lame but haha maybe gonna open a new channel so do check it out.

alright im out~

good day turned bad...

2011-06-20T09:03:00.000-07:00

well hi people!
haha i dont even know if any of you guys would be reading this because of my long absence. so just a quick update before i head to bed.
well, my broken bone is 100% healed *FINALLY!* and the doctor gave me the green light to ride again. omg!! its been like 8 months and haha finally i get to get my ass on the bike again!

so yeah this morning went out my dad forcing me to go back to basics and start slow again which is cool cause i get to slowly improve and gain my what i lost during my recovery and stuff. rode for like 4 hours or so arms and back totally sore. my swollen ankle maintained and surprisingly, my collar bone didn't affect my performance at all which is good. learned how to control the bike more and honestly i hope that as time passes by i would be more in tuned.

I dont know why lately i've been really crazy. i done things that i wont normally do. i fell for a girl whom is one of my closest friends, thinking about quiting riding although i had such a great day on the bike today and everything seems to be falling apart. only had 2 hours of sleep, i took extra steps that i wont normally take only to be fooled. willing to get hurt arghhh whats wrong with you Myron?!

oh well i guess thats life right? i feel so...so pissed at myself and i just wish i could just disappear from the world right now. just contact-less. maybe i should try that. MIA for a year and come back strong.

well should I people? leave a comment in the box on the right or in the comments in any of my videos on youtube or even email me at myronlee91@hotmail.com

darn flu!

2011-01-05T18:08:00.000-08:00

its only the 2nd day of school and i have to fall sick! i guess the lack of sleep, the sudden stop to my gym work and my rides had caused my body to go into shock.

well at the same time, it could be a good thing though as i have the time to think and reflect. while everyone is enjoying their lives out there while im stuck at home with lots of work to do.

but one thing keeps on lingering in my mind is that "is this what i really want?" "is the life of a rider in a country that dont support the sport is what i want to pursue?"

i've been mentioning this a lot because every day i just cant stop wondering, if this is something that is good, why is it that everyone is trying to put me down one way or another? for the past 3 months of not riding, i felt depressed in a way because i dont know when i would be able to get back on the bike and the doctors said i have to wait at least A WHOLE YEAR before i could do so. And being human, i talk to some of my friends about it trying to ease the pain but most of the time i get comments such as " are you insane?" or "Dude, riding is not that important. why the hell you do something that breaks bones but doesnt bring you income?"

Sad to say, what they said were through. why am i so serious in riding when i could be just be like NORMAL people studying and partying and having fun?

well, i guess that im not normal and i am different. the fact that i have lack of sleep because when ever i lay down, i hear the sound of dirtbikes running through my head like i have a inbuilt sound system. and every night i would pray to God not asking for money *well sometimes*, wisdom and stuff like that, all i ask is a place to ride and keep me safe.

even now, with broken bones, i get my joy from just kick starting my bike and let it run till there is no petrol.

yeah call me crazy, insane and what ever stuff you want but there is no way you can remove the biker in me.

BUT there is still one last thing i want to say, although most of the time all i think about is the next ride, there are still other things that i enjoy and riding is not everything to me. yeah it takes up a big space but yeah its not so dont get me wrong.

well i guess the fever just messed up my brain so im gonna get some rest.

feel free to add me on msn to chat. besides it gets kinda boring at home all alone =)
myronlee19@hotmail.com

New Road...

2010-11-04T06:21:00.000-07:00

wow, how long has it been.

Things is getting boring for me after the crash.

With a broken Clavicle Bone / Collar Bone.

Crashed in Thailand.

Broke it in 3 places but well it could have been worst i guess.

Anyhow, i really missed school, my friends and most importantly i miss riding.

Its been almost 3 weeks now and man let me tell you it wasn't easy.

well, i have a video of me before i left for Thailand.

its only 5seconds but to me, it was the best thing to help me past the time.

many days,months and years of absence

2010-03-14T19:48:00.000-07:00

woah, its been so long since i last blogged.

nothing much has changed since then but one thing is for sure. my mind is finally free. free from the chains that was holding me down in the past. i dont know why is this so but i just felt happy.

Slacking with training at the gym but now gonna start fresh again. gonna concentrate and start sleeping early and gonna bulk up soon for my sport and health. although alot of people just can accept the fact that my passion is dirt and most of the time injuring myself, it was all worth it.

Friends, i miss the old times we shared during the battle of life in school. maple, the one game that i wont regret missing. this is a shout out to you guys. although our journey in a virtual game comes to an end many years ago, in my heart, i still hold you guys close and i hope that you feel the same. Terence my bro, good luck in ns man when ever your free, drop by my place or some place where we can grab a coffee haha. Matt, glad too see your still around haha Andrew and I wished to see u soon too. oh well so many people yet so little time.

ok enough of that, what have i been up too lately? caught up with school stuff, my bike and gym training. but as i said, lately had been slacking but today gonna start again. well for the past year, glad that my progress on the bike has improved far more then what i expected.

gonna make a video about it soon so yeah look out for it guys. there are alot more things i wana say but until the time is right i will. so yeah see yeah

pills thats changes one's emotions

2009-10-30T08:04:00.000-07:00

never taking risk is not living.
without risks there is no meaning to life.
without the risk of life and death, we wont know the sweetness of being alive.
i say stop being a pussy and take risk, bear the pain if you fall and live through it with your head up high. be proud that you fell while doing what you really want to do and accomplish.
if people try to stop you, frk them off. its your life and you live it the way on how u want it to be.
once you love something, give it everything you got even your life and you will never regret it.
but always think what is right before doing. live within your means.

whats done is done and i have no regrets.

Pain just wont fade away.

2009-10-26T06:30:00.000-07:00

phew, where should i start? well yeah, been so long since i last blogged so....

yea last sat feel really sick...couldnt talk so i just sleep and rest the whole day. and i really mean WHOLE day...

anyhow, today much better. at least got energy to fool around in school. * i maybe irritating but i mean no harm *

actually, i decided to blog cause i really had something inside that i want to talk about. i really miss alot of things but also want to forget everything.

Honestly, i really miss you B_ _ _ _, i know its sudden but lets put that aside since is not what you guys are thinking. i mean i miss her cause for once, when we could meet up and hang, i feel at peace. finally away from the troubles i had.

sadly, alot of my friends don't understand me as well as you and 2 of my bros. so gonna just say it out. i don't know how this will end but what i got to lose right? haha!!

most of the time when i go back home after school, before i sleep, i would think to myself, how did i carry myself in school? was i too aggressive? did i offend my friends badly through my joking remarks or my reaction? sometimes, i just wish i was in secondary school when everyone know me as a loner or part of the 6.6.6 family. or even just a computer addict * which i admit i was but i really regretted it*

or maybe i spend alot of time in my gym and my sport more then you guys. i really feel guilty about that but its something that i promise myself that i need to catch up in terms of health if i want to perform. to me, riding my green bike or my yellow monster is like my life. i mean its like the best thing i know and that i am good at. i maynot be good in pronounce, socializing*in a way* and stuff but at least i am adveragly good at what i love.

maybe what Junnie *if you see this sorry* said was true. i put more time into my gym and sport then to my social life that i start to neglet the people who love and care about me besides my family. i start to injured myself un-nessary due to this extrem sport.

sorry but i have to say, i know that this sport i WILL fall. and its because of that that drives me. yes there is fear but after i overcome it, that what makes it even more exciting. thats why i love it so much.

what im doing its really very difficult. its more then what you think. the amount of dicipline i put in the the patince. i wish that i could just sit at home and my body would just heal and become fit overnight but its just not how it works. when i go back home, i hit the gym. i gym not to grow muscels to show off but to help protect myself from falls. looks is just the bonus. also give me more confidence in myself and condition me.

i have to save money to buy my gear. and they cost a bomb honestly. that is also another reason why i sometimes i cant go out. i am saying this now truthfully. my aim is to get Alpinestar Tect 10 limegreen boots and Asterik Knee brace. search them to see how much it cost if you want to find out XD.

so yeah... there are also many other stuffs but its no biggie. i dont wan to be a guy that would keep on wine and wine or winer.whatever you wana call it XD.

but honestly, i give up on love life. its a pain in my ass. i aint gonna chase anymore. its like, why cant it be simpler? and besides whats there to hide? arhh nvm

oh yeah, one more thing i wana say. FUCK YOU FUCKTARD _|_ !!

actually, there is a song just below this text of how i really feel. hope you understand~ anyhow, have a nice night. good nite and sweet dreams all

This is my life
Its not what it was before
All these feelings I�ve shared
And these are my dreams
That I�d never lived before
Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping

(chorus)
Now that we're here,
It's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes,
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive and I�m not ashamed to be the person that I am today

These are my words
That I�ve never said before
I think I�m doing ok
And this is the smile
That I�ve never shown before

Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping

(chorus)

I'm so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don't shake me

woah woah~

2009-08-30T20:39:00.000-07:00

MAN OH MAN!!
i know its been a really long time since i last updated blog,
but now the exams are over and time is on my hands.

gonna train hard this holiday. so yeah
see you guys around. if wana hang give me a msg cya all

the flu...ahh....i hit it...

2009-08-11T04:40:00.000-07:00

A short poem for today...

stress oh stress i may be,
all i wan is to be free.

free of sadness and pain,
just like the animals on the plain.

got up early,
went to school to study.

all pumped up for the prac test,
i leave it to Jesus as i rest.

pain has step into my brain,
fever,flue,aches, all came,
hit me like a heave rain.

thanks to good friends, i manage to stay
if not i would have swayed away.

school ends with a tear, by end of the day,
the pain spread to my eyes.
as i was on the train, i fell aslp, hoping the pain would fade.
but i woke even worst.

took the taxi back, laid in bed, and end up here.

i guess it all ends here. good nights. gonna sleep. goodnights.

Its time, To lock and Load

2009-08-09T05:52:00.000-07:00

*New Pictures, New Ambition,New Beginning*

What have i been up to the past two days you may ask. The two Pictures above says it all.

Riding and more riding for me. loving it. this is what i have been waiting for.

the smell of dust in the wind,
a tank filled with fresh petrol and the smell of 2t.
sweet dirt and new knobby tires.

ahh this is the life. so lets begin shall we?

On Saturday, i begin the day early man. need to check out the weather due to the 6X psi haze that was on the news the other day. so had to see if my plans have been smeared.

in the end, the weather was perfect. so yeah went off to west plaza for breakfast. nice yummy breakfast. then it was time. time to gear up and RIDE!

took my bike, cycle to the land of new beginnings.

waited for my dad to bring the bike over. as soon as he reached, i worn my helmet, goggles, knee and shin guard and gloves. placed my hand on the grips of the handle bars and with one graceful sweep over the seat, i kicked start the bike and roaring sound filled the air.

the people near by and even the dogs turned to look as i set in the first gear and road off. i wasn't that used to the power of the bike as i kinda laid off for a while. but after a few rounds, i got back some of it. soon it was the end of the trail run. so i head back home.

tired and all sweaty. i looked at myself in the mirror and saw a change. hunger filled my emotions. the hunger for speed. to imagine just 8months ago, i was so skinny. skin and bones i was. would have only dream of having a few muscles here and there and to have the confidence in myself. 8months ago, i was 174cm in height and 37.2kg in weight. as i glance into the mirror, to imagine that i had grown. 177~178cm in height and weighing 61.8KG!!

after soaking the gear and a cold shower, i laid down on the sofa. with my AAP lecture notes in my hands. soon after, i set off into dreamland only to wake up at 6pm to the gym. after the gym, went to e-hub for dinner at Mr.Chicken rice but in the end it was closed for the day *crap*. so ate at pasta mania. great dinner it was.

so went back home only to sleep. really tired yet a full-filling day for me. i finally have what i wanted.

Today, it was national day. how did i spend it you ask? woke up late today like 11.30am? but so what? After lunch, and 1 hr of study, i went RIDING AGAIN! lol so fun~ today i tried a donuts but it kinda turned into a burn out. LOL it sink in so deep man.

i practiced edging of the bike and yeah. cool man and did a wheelie LOL. so yeah spend the whole day riding. did like alot of sprints 1st gear up to 5th. torn up the ground inside out. so yeah...that really made my day man.

then reached back home on time for NDP 2009. haha and back here. so goona go watch 300~ so good nights all

With <333s>

*in deep thoughts...*

*if only everyday is today...*

*this is how it all started**as soon as the wheel pops up for a wheelie, it was made clear to me what is laid before me.*

Thank God It's Friday!!

2009-08-07T05:19:00.000-07:00

*all alone...never ending steps...*

Sweet man~ finally its friday.
nothing much happen today. Just that i had to rush back home cause of some stuff with the fuse box.
yeah so went to school with Yuslin. really really slack today. like no mood to study man. just cant wait to go back home.
so gonna skip the boring parts. went back home after having a few games with Reubban and Brandon.
so yeah went back home, and everything was alright. wanted to go out but my dad wanted like together eat. then i was like -.- so yeah. so i went cycling instead...ALONE!!
i was kinda crazy la today, i followed the Bus 81 path to Tamp then go over the highway to Pasir Ris and then again and again for like...5 rounds? LOL! insane right haha. but manage to reach back home in time la. like duh later kana scolding LOL!
but before that, i passed by the track and God was it PERFECT! the ground so nice lol moist.
okok enough of that, so ate dinner. i had BBQ chicken with Mushroom soup. the pic is below LOL only the soup coz i was super hungry no time take pic of the chiken hahaha.
then yeah head back home. and here i am. but MY MOM, OMFG SHE HAS LIKE TONS OF KOREAN MOVIES! i see le my eyes went 0.0!! haha.

so yeah this is the end of my update for today. thx for reading XD cya~

*haha the mushroom soup after i add the bread...nice right? look like from marche or something haha*

Below is my mom secret place for hiding all the vids...OMG LOR!!

Such a long day finally comes to an end today.

2009-08-06T08:15:00.000-07:00

Sweet~ finally man. i reached back home on my comfy bed haha.
Today was really omfg stress infested atmosphere day sia!
To to present our thingy with role play grrr... but yeah all ended up pretty good ^^

Study Study Study is on everyone's minds but why is it that i cant? man i think i really lost touch. all i can think about is the sweet dirt, fresh air and of somethings that are personal i guess.

well yeah was late for mic today. dammit! but in the end, lec got mad and ended the class early. but before that, went to play lan with Reubban. but seriously now, i have no mood for comp games man. as in i think i am taking it out of my life completly. *YAY*

ok so yeah, Yus and Ban got cca so I took the train back with the girls. Was really tired man. i guess the cycling YTD coz of DUNO WHO help me break the limit. thx to that DUNO WHO lol had a time of my life and it came with Body Tiger Patch haha no la just kidding. HAHAHA~ so yeah they wanted to go shopping so followed them around. and out of no where, Mr.Tan Jia Hao call me say hi coz he was like driving and saw me? JESUS, like that also can LOL! buy really, i was like anything anything sia. mind blank. sorry girls T_T. i think i drank anything too much le haha you know the can drink in Singapore or something? yeah there is even something...ok never mind MOVING ON~

after that makan at food court Pepper Lunch * DELICIOUS!!*. oh man gotta say, today really blur. first bang leg on the road like the side? then prick my finger two time with needle, then on train keep block ppl LOL*Sorry fatty-ish LOL jkjk no offence*. yeah really tired now, just drank like 1 can RedBull *btw RED BULL XFIGHTERS FTW* now abit hyper haha. so yeah took the bus back rush to WestPlaza to buy some stuff. AND I MADE IT ON TIME SIA!!*ps why they named it west plaza when it is in the east sia? hmmm mayb old time compass spoilt haha*

guess what, i don't know why but tonight the Wind was BEAUTIFUL MAN! the night sky and the wind was HEAVEN! i wished i was like by the beach side with my tent all ready la with a campfire and like looking up into the sky relaxing. aww man i really miss those good old days...oh well mayb after exams? haha give u all clue le LOL!

*ok anyways gotta catch some zzz man. hopefully my Myronites hyper-ness comes back
haha so yeah.
anyway, i want to dedicate this vid to someone but hor i duno who
to dedicate LOL so give you all listen lor. ENJOY!*

2 in 1 post

2009-08-01T05:26:00.000-07:00

*this Photo was taken like a few months ago i think...*

Phew~ Finally back home today. ah man had lots of fun today. ok anyway, gonna update blog for yesterday and today.

31/07/09
Woke up really late. like 6am? rushing like mad cause like thought was going to meet Yuslin and "gang" at like 6.45am in Tamp interchange for the shuttle bus. so yeah rushed my shower change and ran out of the house with a banana in my hand *that is my Breakfast*. so yeah, bus took so long so took a cab. in the end, reached there super early like 6.35am or something?LOL. so went to the 7/11 to buy some drinks.

and guess what, only like Charlotte,Jannah and rose made it.*P.S ps if name wrong...*. so yeah went to school and like almost late but its ok. meet up with friends and went in. but during the 1hr break i went off to study pas...and CRAP during the retest, i think i fail. like i study also no use de... so yeah decided to like go play bf2 with Brandon *currently addict to the game ROFL*. don't know what the time like pass by so slow lor but yeah~ waited for Reubban to finish class then can go back together with the rest. so like 5pm we meet up slacked a while then off we go.

well, as the time passes, one by one had to go. Reubban went City to meet his friends. Jannah went back home for dinner. so left Charlotte and me. I had to eat lunch outside and Charlotte was kind enough to pei me lols. thx for the company Char ^^. so yeah had dinner together and went off. Char meet up with her sis and went off first. and then I, being the Brain Missing Human, walked from Tamp to Pasir Ris. cause like since i OTW so went to Ros place to take my lappy.

i swear man that IT WAS TOTALLY A BAD IDEA!! i walked and walked was fun at the starting. but hor the highway walk path covered by trees and like no light like that. then got this guy sitting on the grass. couldn't see him at first but then he like scare me shit-less man. hahaha. but anyway was really fun doing that. so yeah meet up with him, took my lappy and head my way home. was really tired so i went to sleep like around 11 i think haha.

1/08/09
So, Today....well...hmm woke up like 12.15pm? haha i don't know why but...ya. LOL! okok enough with the freak out. so yeah woke up late, had lunch and prepared my stuff. like around 3pm i ride off. was actually feeling like tired but yeah couldn't break my arrangement i had with Jia Hao so i press forward. Each Cycle was like no energy man. but as soon as i reached the track, i was over the edge. reached like 3.30pm and JH came at 4pm. meet alot of cool riders there. made some friends haha. so yeah went to the trail,downhill and pure endurance trail. i swear, 4hours doing that non-stop, was like SWEET JESUS COOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!! never felt so tired in my life!! AND IT WAS ACTUALLY FUN MAN!! i went to a new part of the trail AND IT WAS HEAVEN MAN!!

well yeah my leg slipped off once and smack my shine again and blood was like Free Flowing *wahaha HS P25 will understand this part* then i rested at the top of the BMX track. then a guy saw me and said this "Nice sia, why u never wear ur Knee Shine Guard? you have like every type of Pedal wound sia. Old and new also have LOL" then i was like...HELL YEAH MAN!! oh well enough of that MOVING ON~

so yeah went on riding. even though i had reached my limit i press on. nearly got thrown off in the forest. but cant blame me, my back tire was like road tires. as smooth as my ass man. so like no grip but luckly i place my pressure lower so wasn't that bad. the weather was purrrrrfect man!! i thought it was going to rain but it actually hold up for us. was cool and windy. went back like 6.30pm? JH drove so we went our seperate ways. so i rode back to Pasir Ris. bought Red Bull and energy bar then went back home.

so yeah~ pics are below and a vid for tought. had the most fun this past 2 days. haha so yeah~ gonna rest now will update again ASAP. Nitex all~

*remember, You can ride your fastest on the road/dirt track. but please, don't end up like this poor people. getting yourself hurt is alright but hurting others?it ain't right*

*cool view up the highest part of the trail**2 bikes,2 riders, 1 amazing journey**a fellow rider help us take. sadly, bad lighting lol**and duh, 1 ride, a new injury.LOL same leg again and same place sia T_T*

missing out

2009-07-29T07:03:00.000-07:00

Arhx crap~

as said on my title, i am missing out on alot of stuff man...
HATE IT!!

well ok, today went to play dota with Sharlyn,Debbie and Brandon. haha but in the end, Brandon went to play bf2. his first time playing warcraft. haha good try though XD

yeah not gonna say much futher. but today don't know why i very tired suddenly today in school... SOMEMORE IN FON CLASS OMG OMG!!

i was like listening halfway then my eyes got mind on its own like that. close by itself. i force it open also wont open one...OMG!! i very scare to sleep now lor, i scare later my eyes grow legs and poped out and run on their own... LOL okok being lame.

Moving on~

i guess maybe i haven't been sleeping well lately... i mean i tihnk i reach my limit le ba. i try to sleep also cannot sleep. i spray my room with ladvender and drink some tea my mom say will help me sleep...also no work. i think tonight i shall pop in 1 bottle of sleeping pills LOL!
guys, tmr if dont turn up you all know what happen le. HAHAHAHa!

well yeah so today, after class went to Makan place...omg i fill so odd sia. all my fwen buy Roti Prata...i the only one with like Chicken and stuff...LOL *ps. for my 6 pack to appear and to allow my baby fats to go away i shall resist LOL*
well yeah, i dont wan to die early so...although ya...LOL nvm crazy me

meet up with Yuslin then went back home. took a cab back from clem... but to my shock, it only cost me like $17.40!! CAN U BELIVE IT?! its like...SO CHEAP!!! last time take was 34++ NW 1/2 price... LOL

so ok, went back home, open the door, i saw my dad lying on the fllor SIA! i was like HI DAD but no reply. so i thought he was punking with me so i went over and shake him. also no ans. i abit worrid so check pulse and stuff. then when i was sbt to do that, he jump at my face and SCARE THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME SIA!!! NB I wANTED TO BADLY TO KNOCK HIS BALS LEFT RIGHT UP CENTER SIA!!
LOL ok then went gym at 6pm. work out till like 7++ then makan dinner.

after that now here with AAP text book infront of me and keyboard. haha. well yeah...

but guys, tell you all frankly, feeling lonly and abit depressed la so if i in school like no mood, just ignore me ^^. dont ask me why but ya.

so anyways, gonna hit the book awhile and then sleep at 10.45pm.

ESPLANADE!!

2009-07-26T07:10:00.001-07:00

WEE~~ today went to Esplanade... well not to play but for project.
super stress man. like panic for exam? and TMR IS OUR PRESENTATION!!

so we plan to make a video for our PRESENTATION tomorrow. so Nas,Nurul and me made the video. its below just wana share you guys. NO STEALING OK?! haha

so we went there at 5pm. did some practice and stuff before we too the video. alot of bloopers. Nas said when he look at my face cannot stop LOLING *i guess is the new haircut experiment LOL*

so yeah after that went back home... tired man so gonna sleep now. nite all

2009-07-22T07:26:00.000-07:00

Damn man~ long day today.
woke up today super tired. watch Prison Break the night before till 12am. OMG super exciting la i think its THE BEST show ever XD.

well ok, was kinda happy lol cause i can CUT MY HAIR TMR!! LOL! and ya. but sadly, i was damn pissed off when my own brother betrayed me. a little piece of advise for u in the future, u wan scold ppl or wan kp ppl, say to their face. dun come humji by daoing and ask other people to come scold my parents. because that is the only thing i cannot tahan.

and i am really sorry to my classmates whom witness me bad side *which happens very seldom*. sorry T_T

being driven beyond the limit.

2009-07-21T06:22:00.000-07:00

I HAVE FINALLY GIVEN UP!!

Ok, lately feeling a little emo. but today made it worst. well, alot of things happen so yeah was kinda really pissed off. anyhow, its ok now .

yeah so emo in school, after settling some stuff and stop caring anymore, suddenly it all became clear. so ya

anyway, thx Josh,Debs Brand and those who cared. really thx.

so after school, went to Serg to take bus 81 home. but before that, i thought i saw Wallase on the train man. omg bro u GOT A TWIN?!!!

okok enough lol, so ya took the bus home then ate dinner after grabbing a shower. then poof here le. well ya today nothing much happen except everyday in school adds more stress and giving me a sense of ....i duno...LOLX

man really, why did i joined Nursing? ohh well~

so imma gonna end it here i guess...wana sleep. hopefully ~ if not gonna go buy sleeping pills!! LOL

haterz everywhere we go

2009-07-20T07:19:00.000-07:00

Hey people~ or aliens... AIYA as long as ur breathing living thing then YOOOO~ *ok time to stop being lame*

man, today wake up super duper early in the morning. haiz when school holiday, i pray for school. now when school start, i pray for holiday. its messed up don't ya think? anyways, yeah went to school all sleepy. board the bus with my pal Yuslin*sry arh bro...at least nt the yellow liquid* okok ya so was tired.

lesson starts and i am all panic le. i want to study but no motivation. i like study but then nothing enters man. well at least i gonna try to do my best for the retest nex week for PAS. jesus please help me!!! *oh ya, incase u all don't know, im Xtian. but most of u know me as a 6.6.6 xtain or something like that...LOL well anyhow thats over i guess*

ok so ya, went my usual all talk non stop self but somehow got bored and i don't knw why but like at the last lesson or 2nd last, got really pissed off. don't ask me why coz i also duno. like want to smack someone real hard or like just go crazy and wack a person till he is dead or ripped to shreads. lol...mayb start with the eyes...LOL OKOK STOP!! gonna crazy. ya so couldn't tahan in school so rush back home. Brandon pei me so ya thx bro needed the company~

went back, my dad was supposed to go to the gym with me. BUT HE PANG SEH ME!!! GRRRRRRRRRRR his off day so went in the morning...that baka monkey!! but its ok i forgive him coz he came all the way to the gym just to support me and help me out. so cool dad! LOL yeah so after that, went back home for dinner. and again got pissed off but i manage to keep it all in.

well, after all, for 18yrs....well ok mayb not 18yrs but ever since i start school, i learned how to keep it al in because i have been picked on like forever. so i have develope a false sence of emotion. like even i am pissed off or sad or even rage mode, i just put on a happy face mask but inside is like a nuclear time bomb. so yeah...

but now, its alright because i finally do not care what the world thinks of me. because its me.

so i shall end it with this Music Video. please listen to the lyrics as it is totally and i couldn't phrase it better or what i really want to say.

ENJOY

Back to school. finally..but why am i feeling lost?

2009-07-13T07:09:00.001-07:00

Man, how stubbon can i be?
okok nvm lets get to the details on this.

went to see doc *reason that some of you may know* then head to the chin up bar. got something to prove la so went to do some chin ups.

lost my grip then feel. when i hit the ground, my left leg knee was locked and BAM!! smashed my knee head on. hurts like hell but nothing can hurt me more then that on friday was going to be another practice ride for me.
i really hate this. really pisses me off that i couldn't ride. and also due to my stupid brain of mine, went to the gym somemore. now can barely walk but its getting better.

dad said that if in 3 days time its not getting any better or less then a full recovery, going to see doc or x-ray... AGAIN!! last time right leg now left leg. grrrr

any how, yeah so going to lay off bicycle train and cycling for a while. hopefully wont get worst or what haha. so pray for me. if i can't get my self up onto a bike, i think i would just die. lol

i hate movie maker. so LOUSY!!

2009-07-11T08:31:00.000-07:00

I AM SO SORRY GUYS!!!

Ok, i promised that i will post a video of me on my bicycle...but turns out that i could not edit all the parts into one. duno why it doesnt support. anyways, gonna post all the parts here.

dun mind if its abit messy and not smoothly done. like i said, its none edited.

all the videos was after i fell and after my dad came back home *he was the one taking all the vids*. fell a couple of times injured my leg,wrist and back but its getting better day by day lols~

anyways hope u all enjoy this.

Joy Ride Gone Great

2009-07-04T06:53:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!! Today was a great day for me man!! Finally i got the Hang of a proper Wheelie!!
now i can pop a wheelie on bumpy off-road. haha!!

ok ok i know im showing off again geezzz...

well, after i grab a hell of a lunch at home, went to try a new game called Dragonica or something like that @ www.dgn.sg haha crap now i am advertising. i play a different server. this 1 is local so...ahh here i go again with the comp nerd GaRHHH I HAVE TO STOP IT!!

my mom ask a part time maid to help clean our house so decided to go cycling *haha me smart don't want to be drag into the mess haha*. went to East Coast then back. while practising my ENDOS and WHEELIES! even got uncle in the car thinking that i siao. cross road also wheelie across the road 1 LOL!

well, since today wasn't a perfect day, i fell off. the pedal smacked hard onto my shin * oww IT HURTS!! THE PAIN!! Must Continue before the Pain Sets in... ARHHH Thats gonna leave a mark* man got scrapped i thought my leg broke LOL but it didn't...*DAMN why never break. then dunnid go CA LOL just kidding*

But Still i carrid on praticing. then went back home. had dinner then poof i appeared here again. haha

well i did a intro vid of wheelie with some stupid bloopers hahahas. but since i am editing with a stupid irritating noob prog, i will upload it when i am done which is i think tomorrow or something.

thx again for visiting~*i Swear, it is more pain then it looks.internally.zz *PEACE**After I fell. haha ROCK ON!!*

b..b..b...boring!!

2009-06-29T05:46:00.000-07:00

26/06/09
Today, woke up at around 8.30am. did the usual preparation. But unusually tired. But i ignored and worn my gear. after riding and practicing hard on edging the bike while turning (believe me, ITS HARD!). well suppose to ride like 3~4hours before lunch. but the bloody chain slider snapped. (p.s a chain slider is a important part of the bike which prevents the chain from hitting the back bar thing. without it, the bar may snap) so had to spot. so only get to ride like 1hour30mins. GRR pissed off man. i rather get heart broken 10times then to stop practice !! LOL! well then the whole day slack. plans totally gone. so in the afternoon went to gym then came back home and slack.

27/06/09
well, today suppose to go out riding. but since the thing snapped, my dad and i decided to give it a good wash. my dad cleaned the top and some parts while i clean the wheels,spokes,front and rear fenders and more. i even polish the sub frame. after the wash, MY GOD, it looks like a showroom bike man!! LOL! then went back home and slacked again LOL!

28/06/09
Woke up pretty late. so went out for lunch. my mom wanted to go to church so bo bain lor LOL! ok la dont want to continue the rest. at night, sleep abit earlier then normal cause tomorrow will be my first time Clinical attachment.

29/06/09
whew!! today was a busy day man. went to St.Andrew's. the sisters' and nurses were pretty friendly. BUT! thx to my suppose to be partner, he fell ill and couldn't make it. MAN i was all alone...WHAT A TORTURE!! anyways, yeah, i seen things that i shouldn't see...LOL! ahh man too tired le...sorry no pics today.but yeah...lol

a look into the past.

2009-06-24T08:14:00.000-07:00

Well, today, this wont be an usual up-date post. well, while snooping around, i found some really old photos of me and some cousins when i was really very young. my dad actually kept all the photos haha so i decided to like upload them here and share with you all. so here it goes...

This pic was taken when i was very small*as you can see* my cousin and i made funny faces and Snap goes my mom.

well, as you all know, i love water. some of you know that i do kayak a long time back. but how long you ask? well this was the first time i sit in a kayak. and that was when i was 8 yrs old.

ok, this was the first time i rode a jet ski, and for my first ride, i actually went full out on the throttle lol. was pretty fun. i really hope i can ride again haha!!

This is my first dive. when i was i think 8yrs old? thats according to my dad. i can remember honestly LOL but i do remember that i dive at a young age and how it was like. and i can tell you one thing. IT IS TOTALLY AWESOME AND COOL AND FUN!!!ok this was taken on a beach in Boracay *its a famous beach in Philipines* the water was awesome. not cold or warm. it was just nice and pretty clear. you can actually see small fishes swimming near shore.

yupp, this was taken in 2004. when i first got my level one cert for rock climbing lol. Spiderman in the making? haha. well, belive it or not, my bro,Andrew, was actually belayer*will update with the correct spelling*. LOL a belayer is someone who supports you with the rope incase you fall or want to go back down.

This was pretty recent as you can see how much i grown. LOL!! this was the time when i went to church with my mom after a very long time. when i say it was long, means its REALLY long haha. well, my dad actually puts this pic on his workplace table. He says that people do look and thought i was some korean actor?LOL!! not trying to be funny here but yes all true LOL!! my friend also couldn't reconize me LOL!
ok, not going to say much here. this was the first time i rode on my dad's bike. the very first time. although in the pic the bike looks small BUT its actually quite big LOL.And after practicing and hard work, from the pic above i have transformed into this guy. LOL! well ok noting much changed i admit except for the new jersy and pants and glove. WHICH I REALLY LOVE! THANKS DAD FOR THE BEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT!! LOVE YOU LOTS MOM AND DAD!!! <333 style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold">

Ok, i guess this sums it all up. lols. well, just want to say that for those who think i am trying to show off, well im not. if you hate me then just butt off.
this post i made is so that for all my friends whom know me recently can get a insight of my life to understand me better. sometimes pictures are better then words.

in life, i learned that FEAR is just excitement in need of some attitude adjustment*quoted from my dad pass to me* and being humble is the way of life. sometimes a problem arises and you fear of the worst but if you take that fear and turn it into a possitive excitement, things may work out better.

food for thought? i don't know but hey, to my mates in P25P26, love you guys most for supporting me and letting me know there are actually really good friends in school life. My bro Andrew, thanks for remembering my birthday and being the first to greet me, although we're not blood related but to me, you are family, you are pack. My pals, well thanks for the good times we had and the bad times we shared.LOL

anyways goodnights all

man, once u lay off, its hard getting back the rythem.

2009-06-23T02:02:00.000-07:00

*omg, doesn't this pic look familar?*

*dam im really tied...*

*slacking...ahh eye hurts!!*

*finally, finish-ed*

*omg i swear i heard someone called me.LOL cool pose huh?*

phew finally back home...
well today woke up at 8am again... SUPER TIRED MAN!!
prepare to go practice again. lols.
this time i remembered to bring cam with MEMORY card LOL!!
well ok back to story, super duper tied and lazy. drag my sorry arse out of the door.
today decided to go slow. practice some 180 turns again and starts.
my dad said my starts are pretty good lols.*duh i was born for speed LOL*
my turns still not smooth enough...arhh man if only i didn't know anything about comp. if not i most likely be so much healthier and better now LOL!
ok got some cool pics...and vids.
PICS ARE AT TOP AND VIDS BELLOW!
after that my dad lost his reading specs. i think he left it on the track...nvm lol
yeah. hard work training. super tired.my eyes burn from the sun light.
body all aching haha.
so had lunch at our usual spot in West Plaza. then back home to rest for today.
anyhow, enjoy the vid my dad took of me. LOL i suggest that u increase ur VOL for better results...

Omg what you'd know? a brand new day! LOL

2009-06-22T07:08:00.000-07:00

hey all! hows it been?
anyway kinda lazy now to update but anyhow, went out last Thursday with an "OLD" buddy of mine, Jeremy, and my all time bro Andrew and Sashe and last but not least *well at least not in terms of...nvm* Ryean. went to watch drag me to hell. well, yeah ate at Pasta Mania went around...the usual i guess. haha sorry i don't have any pictures with me so...lol

ok back to today, woke up at 8am? ate a heavy breakfast and then we hit the dirt. *referring to my dad and i*
my dad at first was kinda pissed at me cause i forgot to put the memory card into the cam so couldn't take any pics of me on the bike with my PROCIRCUIT MONSTER ENERGY GEAR!! HELL!!!! but after 5mins we put that aside and concentrated on tearing up that fresh dirt! ahh man, lost alot of the skills i build up. well if you don't start at the bottom, you will never reach the top right? lol so practice abit of 180 turns, jumps,wheelie and starts. haha!!
was kinda a refreashing day. THE WEATHER WAS PERFECT MAN! love it!! I LOVE YOU JESUS!! THANK YOU!! haha!! well after seeing the weather he gave me, have to give him 1 extra credit barh~ haha hu sae i not kind de.
okok back to the point, after riding, my aunt saw me cycling with that gear lols. couldn't recognize me LOL! then went for lunch at West Plaza then soon after head back home for 1 hour nap. to let my body rest. after that had a bowl of cereal *nt sure abt the spelling so...pls correct me if im wrong* then head to the gym to pump up my body~ LOL! then yeah. work hard and off to dinner. then phoooof~ sooner then i thought, i was here haha.
well kinda sorry for no pics, but wanna let you all watch this vid. its one of those that inspire me. hope you all enjoy it.*the vid is not mine.*

why does time move faster then the mind can take?haha

2009-06-17T08:10:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the late update. well ok, let me bring this up to date abit.

14/06/09
woke up late in the afternoon like around 1pm? man was freaking lazy. Mom and dad went out but i decided to stay at home.
ate ALOT for lunch * WHY CANT I GROW BIGGER!!!* had 2 plates of steak which all in all cost me about 30 bucks? haha 1 bowl of Yong tao fuuuuuuuuuu and chicken rise. lol. den go back home, rest nothing much to do. den at night eat alot also then went to slp i guess.

15/06/09
WOO!! TODAYS ME MOTHER BIRTHDAY!! haha well yeah todays my mom's bday. decided to go out at night due to the fact that even though its her bday, her that stupid boss (what goes around come around you jerk) won't let her off so we had to plan for night. so what can i say? went to the gym in the afternoon with my dad haha. after that, meet up with my mom at some place in orchard to do her ticket booking to philipines. sadly i really wished i could follow her...its been too long haha. then did one of my fav stuff to do, SHOPPING!! LOL! went around looking for a new wallet...my current wallet CMI but being such a picker, couldnt find 1 haha. well after all that walking, my mom got hungry so we went to eat at the Pepper Rice store? haha i not sure of the full name hahaa. after that joyious meal, went back home.

16/06/09
woah man, today woke up pretty early. like around 8am. had to prepare my stuff for a long ride to East Coast. haha today my mates wanted to have a picnic there. so yeah, being such a "good" money saver, decided instead of taking bus etc, why not just cycle there right?? besides had to meet my friend at Changi to take back some cash and lycra *again nt sure of spelling*. so yeah, but before i went off, i had to pass my speaker to my friend, Rebecca, at MRT. after that i head off.
Actully to tell you all the truth, i wanted to take taxi there because my legs were like sore alrdy. But being the stubbon type, went all the way lol. after meeting my friend, i went onto the never never ending path to East Coast. it was like never going to end. i got so caught up that i made a worng turn and got lost. LUCKILY FOR THAT NICE UNCLE he lead me all the way to East Coast. On the way, we chatted abit and found it he was actully a hard-core biker, he entered a 1000km ride and it lasted for 7days!! COOL ARH!!! T_T wished i was as fit as him.
well, after all that hardwork of cycling, i reached there pretty early. so after cooling down, went to explore the place. luckily wasn't hot was kinda windy. i thought like it was going to rain or something but ya the weather was holding up for us.
After meeting up with the gang, we went over to the beach side for a picnic. It was time to enjoy the sea breeze and relax to the sounds of the sea. after like 30mins+/-, Crystal and i went like all the way to the opposite side of the park to meet up with Fabian.
after a while, we packed up, all ready to go. they rented bikes while our only DaJie Debbie rented skates. well, i ahve to say, she went pretty ok if it was her first time on them haha all thanks to ZhiYang for his help. ok, so we went off, i was really really hungry. i duno why but i was for the past few days. couldn't stop eating. so we went to mac i ordered some stuff and went off again. while eating and drinking and cycling haha.
after all that, it was getting kinda late so went to eat dinner after putting back the bikes and stuff. we ordered like stingray and stuff haha was actully kinda delicious. haha i guess cause i was really hungry haha.
well after that, it was time to go back home. it was really dark and i was really out of energy. * WHERE IS REDBULL WHEN U NEED THEM ARHHH!!!!!!!* so decided to take a cab. the first 2 taxi were like asking me to ask the other taxi cause their back is full and cannot take my bike, At that point i was like F*** you, taxi suppose to have nothing at the back. should have complained lol. but luckily, got 1 nice taxi guy let me put my bike in. so we said our goodbyes and went back to home sweet home.
as i reach to the void deck, i fixed up my bike and gave it a test dun to see if everything is ok. haha reach back home, shower den poof went back to slp HAHAHA!

well i guess thats it...haha pics are below as usual. sorry if like its draggy, don't really have the mood right now so...ya cya *all thanks to Debbie,Niada and all for the pics*

*aww man. this is Pure Shag-ness**LOL! cool sia right?*
*Group Pic haha.the time before we went of dinner haha*
*so honored sia! Fabian learning how to cycle on my bike**incase your wondering, Rebecca's leg is like buried in the sand XD**sweet bike, Cool blades*ZhiYang's* and AWESOME rider LOL JUST KIDDING**lai lai take pic lols. our picnic site**ahh~ Chilling out**lols, peace out people!!*

yawnzzzzz.... z.z

2009-06-13T22:38:00.000-07:00

phewww~~ afternoon all!!
wow man, ever since school stopped, im like starting to wake up at 1pm++!! OMG IM SUCH A PIG!!

anyhow, well, nothing much happen yet...haha due to the early nights and late wakes. haha
well what i can say is that 13/06/09 woke up at 1.20pm, ate lunch at WestPlaza at 2.30pm, went to the gym at 4PM went to eat dinner at 6pm and then...thats it LOL!! on comp and start to visualize my next training session on what to do and stuff haha.

Yeah u heard me, TRAINING!! haha

and for today, well nothing much also since i just woke up. got a sms from some Dental clinic asking me to make an appointment i think haha. well yeah thats all.

Singing off. Ron

My time in hell is Almost over...

2009-06-12T08:14:00.000-07:00

Yeah man finally EXAMS ARE OVER!! But passing and failing...different story i guess... haha FORGET IT
Anyway, who cares right? haha

anyway, today was kinda fun...after MIC paper, my classmates celebrated all the Birthdays from May~ July haha. sadly got to go off early... SORRY FOR PANG SEH YOU ALL!! T_T
before hanging out, had to confirm some stuff about something *not going to say coz most of u alrdy know...*
then went to meet up with "AMY" n "Machoman" and gang haha!!

went to watch a movie then Yus, sus n Me (duh) went like walking around the esplanade AKA Metal Durian. haha

well, i kinda injured my wrist somehow... haha just suddenly hurts like war between heaven and hell... whatever haha. went back home, put some dressing on it and yeah came here haha.

well i guess somethings are not meant to be said yet so... gona go now haha

cya~

*cool huh? haha**this is taken quite some time back...all alone on bus**sia la gangsterXD**every bad must balance with a good haha*

Sweet Jesus i'm gonna die!

2009-06-11T01:22:00.000-07:00

*Hard working studying haha*

Holy @S#$ man finally Common Test is comming to an end!
One last paper to go~!! must press on!

ohh well, anyways, yeah didn't have must time to visit this place hahax. Was super busy man with studies and stuff (hell no...)

But yeah gonna bring this place up to date today. Yesterday was kinda sweet man. It has been too long for comfort so called up my amigo Ian *Primary school friend* whom just found out that he actually was one hell of a cyclist man. don't mess with him or you'll get hurt haha just kidding!

well yeah cycled up to Changi then to East Coast then went back. haha couldn't keep up with that sick ass rider man. *sorry dude, if you do see this, just wana let you know, next time, YOUR GOING DOWN LOL*

Now my back hurts a hell lot more then usual, whole body sore but tolerable hahax. After a sweet Steak for dinner, went back hoping to go for another ride but my classmates whom are my really close friends kept on lecturing me on MSN about why i keep pushing myself and stuff. got fed up decided not to go...*sorry bikey~ maybe next time haha*

well yeah~ so blessed got such good friends like you people who can tolerate me nonsense. hahax

so as promised, went to slp around 11.45pm i think haha.

today woke up pretty late, around 11am. Decided to order PastaMania too lazy to go out and spend the whole day on the computer haha. well gonna study soon tomorrow my last paper.

GOOD LUCK ALL!

P.S below are some pretty old pictures. so... nvm *before school started**when school starts. LOL**well...What can i say?let the tires do the talking haha**Hell Yeah I WAS THERE MAN!**cute little ramp, BIG dreams**RED BULL FTW*

2009-06-09T09:03:00.000-07:00

Yeah man finally~!

Finished PAS common test today haha~

Its like from 6.30pm to 7.30pm!! Man...and the worst part of it was i study my Sociology so it was easy but my Psychology sucked! i couldnt ans like 2 questions at all. BLANKED!!

well, at least after dinner with some of my friends which i just made (cool friends man) went back super late but still manage to clock up some bike time haha

well yeah thats about it.

"some random picture from my laptop...haha will upload new ones tomorrow~ but any how, take a few minutes to admire this cool bike and not to mention the rider haha!! don't to feel bad haha"

sucess is a blur

2009-06-08T05:52:00.000-07:00

Phew Finished my FON common test today.
The paper is just pure STUPID. The questions have NO LINK to the subject.
Full panic mode but as they all say, all work no play will only lead to disasters~

Right after the paper, went to the GYM with my dad whom have been helping me work out.

Suppose to go for my dad's friend's wedding but just had to study grrrr. but instead of studying, was slacking ! baddie me.

oh well, looks like i have to study before i sleep later. so Goodnights all~

What can i say? I'm just a pure natural LOLX~

feeling of lost and lonliness.

2009-06-02T07:00:00.000-07:00

Sometimes the sky can be so dark.
Riding helps to split that sky apart.
No need for human emotion.
Just a clear sky to keep me moving.

As i wait and long for your sight.
Is as worst as a day without a bike.
Living life as it is
is like a bike missing the spark plug.
all i want is a hug
and someone who will be by my side
just like picture and frame.

i just wish that this day will end fast. And i hope i can sleep as i couldn't sleep for a long time.